不能忍了

在这几年里,
发生了很多事情..
慢慢的我的家人慢慢的离开我了,
原本以为我可以很能忍..
不过真的忍不过了..

已经有很多的家人离开我了,
还在这个世界,
还是离开这个世界的..
家庭完全破碎了.

一个好好的家庭,
只剩下我们四兄弟,
妈妈,外婆,四姑,和小叔..

完全没有家庭的温暖,
没有家人的关心,
真的好孤独,
好无奈,
好想好想哭出来..

我好羡慕,其他人,
有家庭的温暖,
有家人的关心..

有好多好多的话想说,
不知道要找谁说,
也怕家人担心..
真的无法再忍了,
心累了,碎了..
无法再自己站下去了..

主啊,
可不可以教教我,
我该怎么做..

感觉

突然感觉生命缺少了很多东西..
突然好想以前的生活..

原来生命中有很多的机会,
因为不珍惜,
因为不在意,
因为自以为是,
因为自己的烂脾气,
让我错过了很多机会..

一份好好的爱情,
因为不珍惜,而失去了..
一个好好的舞伴,
因为不在意,而拆伙了..
一段好好的友谊,
因为自己太自以为是,
而失去了..
因为自己的烂脾气,
让他们都离开我了.

后悔也来不及了..
只能一直的回忆,
事情一旦发生了,
真的没有悔过的机会..

原来我是这么的笨,
这么的愚蠢,
自己放弃所有的机会.
还对他们造成了伤害.

伤是会因为时间,
会慢慢的恢复,
而消失不见.
但是有一种伤,
是不管用多少时间,
都不会消失不见的.

不懂要怎么办才好.
心里有很多话想讲,
但是不懂有谁好讲.

真的好恨好恨自己.
好想哭..T.T

Dance^^

Ballroom dancing im back^^

sorry for stop learn dancing for so long..
but i really still very like and enjoy dancing..

today is my 1st day going back to dancing..
feel like im alive in dancing again.
wow..
feel great.. i like this type de feel^^
feel like to having ppl to challenge..

hahahaXD


happy!!!

努力当中^^

在努力减肥和健身当中.
哈哈哈XD

不懂几时会成功.
希望会很快的有效果.

让大家看到新的我.

如果有谁,
有兴趣 跑步,游泳, 骑脚车,
打球,等等运动可以找我哦.^^

开心^^

今天,突然看到你说原谅我了.
真的好开心哦.^^
让我整天在店里傻笑.
差点被说成神经病.
哈哈哈哈XD

不过我真的很开心.
这种心情不是用言语就能形容的.
因为你肯原谅我.
谢谢你愿意再给我个做朋友的机会.^^
这真的对我很重要.
我们就从新朋友开始吧.
谢谢你哦.

好怕哦.
因为可能今晚有睡不下了.
有股冲动向大叫,
想出去跑个两三圈.
哈哈哈哈哈.XD
太开心了.

命运先生,
谢谢你,让我有了这个机会.
我不会让你和她失望的.

想念

在一个夜里,一直无法入眠.
突然出现一个身影.
那个人就是你.
因为突然让我想去了你.
在我寂寞的时候,

因为有你,让我觉得快乐.
因为有你,让我觉得我不是孤单的.
因为有你,让我找到了我的目标.
因为有你,我才会开始相信别人.
因为有你,我有了很多美好的回忆.
因为有你,让我开始会跟别人分享心事.
因为有你,让我学会珍惜.

人真的等到失去了,才会珍惜.
等到失去了,才知道机会只有一次.

真的好后悔.
一想起,
我的不珍惜,
我的无知,
我没坐到我的陈诺,
我的烂态度.

我会忍不住哭了.
因为我想你,
我怀念有你的日子.
怀念有你的时光.

如果上天再给我一次重来的机会,
我会选择,不要再相遇.
保持那时我们认识的时候就够了.
就单单纯纯的朋友.
因为不想你在受到伤害,
不想你伤心,只要你快乐就好.
有时见面还会打招呼,聊聊天.

不像现在这样了.
无见面聊天可言.

一句话,后悔T..T

feel

donno why feeling this 2 months very pek cek and
very easy to get angry...
got abit like old man ki...
hahahaXD
maybe is to beh song of my job lo..

but im still will control myself not to be so easy angry..^^
i need to upgrade my EQ..
if not wil very easily let ppl to leave me..
i got 1 of this case already..
so don feel wanna got this problem happen again..

now really start feel that i got no much friends at kch anymore..
so now i will very treasure my friends... And starting feel boring ki..
now i think i will more stick with my brother them when my offday..XD
longtime din go out with them liao..

wish all the best to all of my friends and my family..
take k and have a nice day..

best regards,

JeReMy

My last month working in Fosa Marketing Sdn Bhd

To:Steven

Dear brother Steven..
sorry about that i need resign early.. and wish that u can help me continue serve my customer^^
add oil ya brother.. with u will got someone to help u share some of ur work..
take k and wish all the best to u..^^

To: All my customer..

This month is my last month working at Fosa..
thank you for supporting me in this 9 months..
And sorry i cant continue giving u all a good service anymore..
but still got my friends at there work if can wish u all still can support our company..
i will giving u all the best service i can in this month..^^


To: All of my Friends

After this month u all still can continue at Fosa Marketing purchases laptop...
And u all can find my brother Steven for help.. he will help u guy buying a laptop suit u use and giving u all the best price..^^

Wish all the best to u all^^

Best regards,

JeReMy

im become very weak

Donno why this few month feel my body become very weak..
Easy get sick and stamina not enough..XD
Mostly is not enough sleep..
got any one got any idea about cant sleep??^^

I cant sleep at all don care how tired im..hahahaXD
i still cant sleep cus of thinking some stuff very important for myself^^
very unluck that at last sunday i get sick until wanna faint..
but luckily i still can stand until i drive back home..XD

thn now donno my hand and leg got grow something..
sometime will very itch.. but still ok la..

JeReMy add oil to recover back ur body to normal ya..
hahaha..XD
take k urself and don give up urself so easy k??

Regards,
Myself^^

Dear ah pun..

Pun..
going to KL liao luu..
add oil on your study k?? don let them disappointed on u o.. XD
don become a ah bang when u come back o..
remember that not to learn how to smoke,
no to join those ah beng club and don go out alway at night o..^^

and remember that don so easy give up when u got a problem k??
u must remember that we will alway support u..
got any problem can try to call us or ur brother them or ur family..
cus we will alway giving u any help u need when u need it o..X-3

donno how to say be very boring when u going to KL..
cus no one will go jogging with me at morning anymore..
hahahahaXD
anyway take k urself when u at KL..
careful those KL ppl k..
cus they many ppl say that KL ppl is same like a fox..
by the way.. keep on touch k?? add oil ya young man..XD
ah pun grow up luuu....

with all the best to u..^^

Best regards,

JeReMy

1st time ah pun going to pub^^

see 1st time go to pub de pun..
start drunk liao^^




see carol still won drunk..
but pun le...
hahahahaXD
u saw his face thn u will know le...X3




hahaha..XD
see how high pun ar..
hahaha..
all ppl look so high^^

Pun that night really happy rite??
hhahahaXD
good luck on ur study^^
一路顺风..